Thursday

Chavah ~ To Speak Forth Truth

Passing on what I know today...not because He is changing, but because I am
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I have been thinking about the study of scripture lately, having always loved to get in and parse the Word of G-d. But recently I have noticed that sometimes the “parsing” has gotten in the way of my truly hearing what Yah is saying.

Do we studying God’s word, in order to avoid actually having conversations with Him? Has the academics of studying dulled us to the joy of just abiding in His presence?

As we move more and more into our new understanding, does having more understanding put out the passion or does it increase it? What is our passion for these days, just the written word… or the voice of the living word?

I love that we are seeing the errors of our past understandings and conforming more and more to his image, but has the anger over our past deceptions cause us to become overly academic in our approach, fearful that we have missed something.

Something that will cause us to be transgressors of the law?
Something that will cause us to forget the gentle voice of our beloved?

I want to get my concordances out, line up my commentaries, take up my sword and argue over the word of God. (argue in the nicest sense, of course )

But is that mindset the only basis for my relationship with his Word?

Father, help us to know the gentle voice of our beloved. Help us to not be afraid to listen. Let us not hide behind the academics, forgetting to just spend time with the One who loves us most. Let me get back to seeing Your Word as the love letter that it is to me.

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LOMMOY – Less Of Me More of You

Tuesday

Chavah ~ To Speak Forth Truth

Passing on what I know today...not because He is changing, but because I am


Ego and self esteem are nothing more than self centeredness.~ I am the center of my universe”. I am defined by MY successes and failures. I am defined by what I have acquired, be it material possessions, relationships or even knowledge.

I am separate from others and therefore in competition with them, instead of seeing myself as part of something bigger, seeing my self as part of the family of G-d, the Body of Messiah.

When I see myself separate from the whole I am driven by a purpose that emanates from self rather than from the purpose of the whole, which is Him. When we see our ministry as “our ministry” rather than His ministry we can fall into agendas that are not in keeping with the whole, in keeping with the purposes of G-d. When we think that we are the leader of a ministry, it becomes easy to lose sight of who is the real leader, or perhaps even worse, we reveal who the real leader is.

Interesting that He told Moses that He (Yahweh) was I AM. Perhaps the focus of who I AM is in our lives needs to change. It doesn’t really matter who I am… it only matters who He is.

LET GO AND LET G-D = when we are connected to G-d we can let go of our ego, of our purposes and trust His purposes for our life. We can trust that all that comes into our life is from the hand of G-d.

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LOMMOY ~ Less of Me, More of You