Chavah ~ To Speak Forth Truth

Passing on what I know today...not because He is changing, but because I am
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I have been thinking about the study of scripture lately, having always loved to get in and parse the Word of G-d. But recently I have noticed that sometimes the “parsing” has gotten in the way of my truly hearing what Yah is saying.

Do we studying God’s word, in order to avoid actually having conversations with Him? Has the academics of studying dulled us to the joy of just abiding in His presence?

As we move more and more into our new understanding, does having more understanding put out the passion or does it increase it? What is our passion for these days, just the written word… or the voice of the living word?

I love that we are seeing the errors of our past understandings and conforming more and more to his image, but has the anger over our past deceptions cause us to become overly academic in our approach, fearful that we have missed something.

Something that will cause us to be transgressors of the law?
Something that will cause us to forget the gentle voice of our beloved?

I want to get my concordances out, line up my commentaries, take up my sword and argue over the word of God. (argue in the nicest sense, of course )

But is that mindset the only basis for my relationship with his Word?

Father, help us to know the gentle voice of our beloved. Help us to not be afraid to listen. Let us not hide behind the academics, forgetting to just spend time with the One who loves us most. Let me get back to seeing Your Word as the love letter that it is to me.

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LOMMOY – Less Of Me More of You

Chavah ~ To Speak Forth Truth

Passing on what I know today...not because He is changing, but because I am

Ego and self esteem are nothing more than self centeredness.~ “ I am the center of my universe”. I am defined by MY successes and failures. I am defined by what I have acquired, be it material possessions, relationships or even knowledge.

I am separate from others and therefore in competition with them, instead of seeing myself as part of something bigger, seeing my self as part of the family of G-d, the Body of Messiah.

When I see myself separate from the whole I am driven by a purpose that emanates from self rather than from the purpose of the whole, which is Him. When we see our ministry as “our ministry” rather than His ministry we can fall into agendas that are not in keeping with the whole, in keeping with the purposes of G-d. When we think that we are the leader of a ministry, it becomes easy to lose sight of who is the real leader, or perhaps even worse, we reveal who the real leader is.

Interesting that He told Moses that He (Yahweh) was I AM. Perhaps the focus of who I AM is in our lives needs to change. It doesn’t really matter who I am… it only matters who He is.

LET GO AND LET G-D = when we are connected to G-d we can let go of our ego, of our purposes and trust His purposes for our life. We can trust that all that comes into our life is from the hand of G-d.

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LOMMOY ~ Less of Me, More of You

Chavah - To speak forth Truth

Passing on what I know today, not because he is changing, but because I am.

We move to fast.

All week long I race around trying to get life done. There is never enough time to get it all done. But the reality is that even if there were infinite time, I would still not be able to get it all done..., Truth is, most of it, is just a distraction, most of the time.

I have found as I have turned my heart toward being Shabbat/Sabbath observant that I race even more. Why would something that is suppose to help me know more peace and rest in my life, instead at times make me feel hurried?

~ My daughter, you race because you do not consider me, day in and day out, moment in and moment out.

I become someone you visit on Saturday, kind of like a gentle grandfather who must be shown respect for, but not the lover of your soul,... who I am.

If you would wait on me through out the week I would set your pace. Then Friday night would not sneak up on you so fast. You would be looking for it's approach all week, you would be considering it in your planning of the week. You would plan to be able to slow down by Friday afternoon, so you could prepare your food for the next 24 hours, and clean your house... so you could truly relax for an entire Sabbath. ~

-I find that I can not even get my house work done by Friday sunset, and then it calls to me all day on the Sabbath, clean me, fix me, take care of me... Regardless of the fact that the house work doesn't call out to me at all the rest of the week. Why is that?-

~Because you do not know how to rest, it was not a part of your heritage, you were not taught to rest. You were taught to be religious and pay me respect, but to truly slow down and know that I am God.... ~

Help me to find you at the center of the rhythm of my soul Father.
Help me to consider you Yeshua.
Teach me to hear your Spirit,
Your Ruach. ~ the wind that soothes
my soul.
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LOMMOY ~ Less of Me More of Him